Recap on life.

project time has taken a lie low. which is good. I have time for a lot of things that I am missing...geeky, non-geeky, computer related or non computer related, work related or non-work related.

• 日本語 -　i haven't been concentrating in lessons since tuesday's bout of sickness so everything i try to take in takes a while. I was looking at the sample exams and surprisingly, i don't know squat about vocabs now. since it is not based on stock knowledge anymore. the kanjis are all old but new to me, since their meanings I still don't know yet, and the pronunciation, are based from chinese. ^^v
  私　は　もっと　頑張るよ...
  
• Fatal Frame 2 - gone are my fears of playing this supposedly scariest game of the century. It was a wednesday, I was alone with the maids, and I had the time. my whole afternoon was spent flashing zero shots and fatal frames on limo men, limbo women, mourners, veiled priests and other what-not ghosts, the surprise factor is no more, I jump more on the cellphone's vibrate rather than the actual game itself. I wanted to upload my own horrific photos of the blood and gore. but I have to find a way to extract them from the memory card. >_< it's not that as it seems. plus i still get to sleep at night. not really sure about the next parts though ^^;; maybe it gets even more terrifying.
  
  
• HTML and PHP - I have borrowed these books from the office "library" for some 'light' reading. light is an understatement. one book is hardbound and both books are like 900 pages long. Actually they are more of references since I have forgotten so much already about PHP and MySQL stuff.
  
  
• Joomla! - also roel introduced me to a concept called CMS or content mgmt system which is supposedly a templatized / fully functional , user friendly web app development system that is coordinated until the last url navi link. I am still tweaking this one out for an upcoming solo project. which is also why I am resuming HTML and PHP studies. i can be such a g33k.
  
  
• Rival School Revelation - the little boy told me I look like a rival school character. If your guess is the sexy, voluptous nurse, きょこ　みなずき, then you are supposedly correct. Although I dubiously agree since I was wearing the same red turtleneck. You can try see the difference, or the similarities
  
  
  
• Anything else i can add...I will add when I get home...
  

so, I was sick (and look how many variations of barf I can say)

yesterday, I woke up having the stomach pains and the chills. thinking it was the usual "that time of the month again" I took a shower and went to the office.

Halfway there I felt this need to ... upchuck. All I wanted was to run to the nearest bathroom and spew my guts but since I cannot just toss my cookies, I waited until I was at the office, asked the little boy for a platic bag and raced to the bathroom, half-tottering, slipping in my pointy flats.

Let me tell you. Doing the technicolor yawn felt so good that time. All I wanted to do was to barf and barf until everything was out. I didn't mind people coming in hearing me puke. This was life and death.

I finished after around 2 minutes to wash myself off and went up to the office, still feeling the chills. It was 8:03...

at 9:00, I was getting the chills, my hands are cold. Niña and Ben felt my shivering hands and had resulted to measures like socks at my hands and after, gloves from Sally, I already called it quits and skivved off for a whole day sick leave after the CTC insuance. At 10:38 or so. I went to the doctors, and went home to tumble into bed at 1pm.

For the past 20 hours I was probably sleeping. only to wake up for meals and meds then drift off to sleep. I knew I was feeling better then I woke up 3am today and the light-headedness was gone. The headache also and the nausea. and I couldn't sleep anymore. I was alive enought today to play fatal frame 2 the whole afternoon, only flinching when I hear the phone vibrate or the thunder made the controllers vibrate.

Now, I will be driftng off to sleep. and hopefully will be ready to go to work tomorrow.